The Color Pit

Yeah, here you come again
I should have known youd be around
Makes no sense to me why were still alive
Youve got weeks to live and I am on a spiral dive
When you finally die
Dont let me need you there
I know damn well youre not alone
Surrounded laughing by the death head grins
Of all my friends whove overdosed
Overdosed and died
And you know
Thats the way we go
Back in your color room the shadows fall and break
We would waste away
Burning out, shooting up
Im not gonna fall with you this time
I might not get up, Im not strong enough
You know...
Cant you see its killing me
Im not gonna walk back into the pit for you
Yeah, not for you or anyone
I dont want the speed, I dont want the heroin
Im not gonna break
Im not gonna play your game
When you die alone in that pit of hell
Dont perpetuate the myth, dont romanticize
Im not gonna watch you die again
I dont want to see
You know...
You dont wanna talk about it but you know
You sit and laugh at me
Youll die laughing
Yeah, youre all fucked up
Cant you see its killing me...
Im not gonna walk back into the pit...
For you