I Don’t Know How To Love Him

From jesus christ superstar I dont know how to love him,
What to do, how to move him.
Ive been changed, yes, really changed.
In these past few days when Ive seen myself
I seem like someone else.

I dont know how to take this
I dont see why he moves me.
Hes a man, hes just a man.
And Ive had so many men before
In very many ways:
Hes just one more

Should I bring him down? should I scream and shout?
Should I speak of love - let my feelings out?
I never thought Id come to this -
Whats it all about?

Dont you think its rather funny
I should be in this position?
Im the one whos always been
So calm, so cool, no lovers fool
Running every show
He scares me so.

I never thought Id come to this -
Whats it all about

Yet, if he said he loved me
Id be lost, Id be frightened.
I couldnt cope, just couldnt cope.
Id turn my head, Id back away,
I wouldnt want to know -
He scares me so.
I want him so.
I love him so.