Ashes Everywhere

Ill be silent in my solitude
Cant find my smile or my gratitude
Im afraid of what I might do
cause theres no me
If theres no me and you
I wish that I could open up your eyes
To feel the sun that burned in your mind

I cant deal with what you have done
Reincarnate I wonder who I might become
With the potential of a loaded gun
I could be as fresh as hard bubble gum
I dont have nothing, now I want me some
First some of you, then some of everyone

Oh darling since youve been away from me
I know how the pins feel in the bowling alley
They say love is something you feel but never see
When I see you I firmly disagree
Im just trying to be all that I can be
Without destroying you
Or joining the army

Your ashes must be blowing everywhere
cause I could still feel you and youre nowhere near
And though you didnt say so I can tell that you still care
We couldve had it all but then nothing is fair
I still think about washing your hair
I wish I couldve washed away all of your despair