Questioning My Sanity

Im saving my piss in a jar
This depression has gone too far
Im lying here in bed
Am I alive or am I dead

Im questioning my sanity

The paint chips are kicking in
Desperation bubbles my skin
Theres stuff crawling on the floor
Crackers with black books knocking at my door

The tvs talking to me
Im questioning my sanity

Everybody have a breakdown!

I havent changed my clothes in weeks
Im wallowing in my own stink
My ass is sore from lying in bed
Am I alive or am I dead?