Helpless

Countless long nights
While I stare at the wall
I ask myself over again...

How did I end up
In this little hell?
How - did it ever begin?

Oh, oh, oh oh oh helpess

Helpless to turn back the clock
That ticks on
With its cruel shiny face
It laughs while it watches
My every disgrace - I was
Born a sap - all the
Nurses laughed when they
Saw me the first time
They giggled and they said
This poor little monsterd be
Better off dead.

Oh, oh, oh oh oh helpess

Helplessly trapped in a body
Im sure -
Should have never been mine.
I bet that my real ones
Doing just fine - and i
Dont belong here, i
Dont belong here - i
Should be quite rich
With a big shiny car
A house with twelve rooms
I deserve to go far.

Oh, oh, oh oh oh helpess

Helplessly falling in love
But does love
Really last through the night?
To love - to honor -
To kick and to bite! and i
Dont belong here, i
Dont belong here
Its all a mistake
I was destined for greatness
A leader, a prophet -
Theyre just too blind to notice.

Where did this whole silly story begin?
It seems that my mind has gone -
Blank.
I think that Ive messed up a chapter or two.
Perhaps it is best if Im frank!

Oh, oh, oh oh oh helpess -

Helplessly lost like that
Poor chap who came
For an innocent dance.
He left with his brain smeared
All over his pants! cause he
Didnt belong here, he
Didnt belong here
He never shouldve left
That warm cage in a zoo!
His face was so ugly
What else could I do?
Can you - really blame me, i
Had to smash it.
He left me no choice,
He was just like the others.
I just had to kill him.
With my poor, dear, old
Mother.

Oh, oh, oh oh oh helpess

Helplessly fucked in the ass
By a legion of forty ex-cons
Thats what it feels like
When you walk all over me.
Dont belong here, i
Dont belong here
Your eyes burn right through me.
They fill me with fear.
I couldve been at home
Watching football, and drinking beer.

Oh, oh, oh oh oh helpess, so helpless.