Myself

I have always been different I like to be,
But everytime they got something to say to me,
One day I had to be, I made a different me,
But got trouble next day I went school, you see,
Two big fellows, which don't much about like in me,
Put me in to the games where I don't wanna be,
In orther words no-one don't like me there,
Sometimes I really care, I can't be myself,
Then one day I didn't meet the chosen one,
I took a gun, party's just begun,
Inside of me there still lives a part of me,
It put me back to the earth, where I belong to be,
I get along well with this feeling in my mind,
If I should say something, I would say nothing,
'Cos I'll kiss my only friend What I've got, ever had,
But still I can't, I can't be myself.

I'm gonna the way I wanna be,
Nobody wanna talk with me, no.

Do I have to be or let my feelings free?
Take a look at me, the way I wanna be,
I made decisions right, my feelings came from inside,
I took a drug ride, I felt part of me died,
My life turned from that good to that very bad,
there were only me, my pipe 'n' those drugs I had,
One day I just will be, I'm gonna be real me,
I think I cannot be, I can't be myself.